Wednesday, 11 May 2011

I wish

I wish I was still single. I wish I didn't have kids. I love my kids dearly but I wish for a chance at life and being an adult on my own without children, wihtout a partner...just me. Every day I hope that I don't wake up or that I get hit by a car or something, just so I don't have to live this same everyday over and over again. Being an adult and a wife and mum is not easy and not all rosy and nothing like I expected it to be. I want to start my whole life over again. But I can't. So I want it all over. But I don't have the guts to do that either because I am spineless. I am over putting on a brave face.
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  1. BLOG IT UP11 May 2011 at 19:54

    I have days like that. Sometimes I just want to go off and be by myself for a while, find myself and just do as I please, not what others want me to do.

    If you're having these thoughts regularly then please go seek some counselling. You may feel like your life is like groundhog day but if you do something to end your life then it will be hard on your loved ones and your kids will miss out on a wonderful, loving mum.

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